"Through early morning fog I see; Visions of the things to be The pains that are withheld for me; I realize and I can see... That suicide is painless; It brings on many changes And I can take or leave it if I please." ~ Johnny Mandel - 1969 I shortly realized that I am no man of steel. I too had emotions of anger, love, loneliness and wanted to be there with the rest of the world. However, this sudden shift in life due to the disability which I didn't subscribe for left me wanting to get out. I am not saying get out in the sense of ending it all. I meant wanted not to be in it; seek for a miracle OR a cure where I could see the world and it's brilliant colors again. Hang out with my friends and enjoy playing all the games on my PlayStation 2, take a ride and get frustrated with the traffic in my city, enjoy a good time with the girls at the club etc. Sadly, I knew that this was just not possible anymore. I am trapped in my head thanks to my blindness no matter what I ...
"It's a bitter sweet symphony this life…"